hey hey.. yea yea i know.. its been so long right.. well i got loads to do and i cant be bothered to talk abt it.. but thank god i've got more time now to blog so imma do my BEST to update as much as possible.. see my life so far can be describe as 1 word.. "BLESSED!"

bless to have a wonderful mom
bless to have the best of friends
bless to have the ever-loving nutz crew
bless that my goals are gonna be reached soon

see alot have happen since i finished my NS. im now a workin man.. and damn workin life is hard man. the pressure, the back-stabbing and of course the politics... damn politics, dun get me started

ok i thing i've learn so far in these few months is "THE PAST DOES NOT EQUAL TO THE FUTURE!"

see if u make mistakes now, don mean u'll make it in the future, if u're born poor, don mean u cant be rich in the future, if u're mean bastard in the past, don mean u'll be saddam hussein in the future. i've learn so many things and i thing i would like to improve on myself is to be more humble and be more understanding to the people i love

see, im an asshole sometimes (who doesnt?!). my aim was jus to win and nothing else. see people say, do whatever it takes and win. i had that motto since i was 15.. and it took me so long to realise this. what does glory means when u make enemies in the past? what does glory means when people u love dont love u anymore? what is glory when u lost urself?!.. i guess 'do watever it takes' was a bad choice for me.. i realise now that i don always have to win. all i need to do is inspire and make an impact on peoples life in a positive way. that is the overall trophy.

one thing i hope is for my love ones not to make the same mistake as i did. winning a competition is actually nothin compared to winnin in life and of course here are the names of people who made an impact on my life so far and people i'd die for..

alif freekzy - u're true hero. if people say i thought u dance, i tell people U taught me life. i cant say more!

danny akltg - we noe each other for only a few months but i see true greatness and a big heart in u. u inspire me to be a better person. u inspire me to make the best of my life. though we only talk a little, but i learn a whole world in that few conversation we had.

miss nada - ur'e a great teacher and i really do mean it. im sure the students knows it. u never complain to all my demands and i promise to do my best to make sure all ur effort will not go to waste.

freekzy nutz - u inspire so many people in these 4 yrs and im one of them.. u tell people that u cant be good in everything but if u put all ur love and hardwork to 1 thing u're good at, u will be successful no matter what.. plus ur brotherhood towards each other gave a new definition of brotherhood in the dictionary.

nutz crew - omg! every1.. i love u guys.. i noe u guys have been postin on ur blogs on how much u love me.. well im honoured.. though i have not been the best brother to all of u, i promise u i'll do my best to be 1 from now onwards. u gave me a new breathe of life when im down. u are the answers to my prayers in my bad moments. u guys shoewed me the 'light' i noe wat i mean.

and a special attention to these people, i may have been mean to u gals but i swear i love u gals jus like my own sisters.. u gals are my sisters i must say. and i pray for the best for all of u gals for the future coz let me tell u, its gonna be filled with good and bad moments. may u gals succeed in life

nadyra, syafiqah, nabilah, iza, erlina, faezah,aqila and riza.. i can only say thank u!

last but not least, i gonna make my promise public so it'll be a motivation for me. i swear to be a better man, a better son and a better brother. i swear to be the best of friend and to make a good impact on lives i love. and to people i call family, u noe i'll take care of all of u no matter what...

love...

till the next blog..

jamYL

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