alright.. been busy with some stuffs these few days.. still am busy but halfway there.. got abit of time so now imma post somethin i've been pondering lately

see one of my student came up and ask, "abg jamyl, are you intending to get married soon?"
my answer was simple.. unless i get my dream car (subaru wrx), i will not get married.. see alot of pple dont know is if u think getting married is expensive, to stay in a marriage is a hell lot more work.. in terms of commitment and more importantly n yes, i say more importantly is MONETORY ISSUES!

love is all u need is BULLSHIT! epecially in s'pore.. see love don last long but money can buy love.. money can buy happiness.. yes guys, don trust the movies.. its all bullshit!.. pigs' ass i tell u..love don put food on the table, love don put ur kids thru school, love dont give u a house and car..

i'll tell u guys why in my next post due to lack of time.. but i shall first talk abt marriage and how expensive it is.. see i was askin some of my friends whom just got married and they tell u, it burnt almost half of their life-savings... how much in total? ... well im not exaggerating but its almost near $60,000 minimum.. do most of u have that kind of money now?!

some will complain that they don spend that much but i tell u, its a day for ur girlfriend more then urself.. all u need to do is jus turn up for the wedding and give ur cheque book to ur girlfriend.. and all guys will only look forward to the night of the wedding then the wedding itself..

let me break it down in detail for u..

see gettin married in a void deck is so 1965.. all parents of the bride and of course the bride wants to get married in the hotel coz they will only lose out to their other friends... yes u might think that ur GF is not selfish.. they say they don need it.. let me tell u something.. dats a LIE!!!
of course they want their special day to be the most fancy onces on earth.. will u be able to give that to her?

so hotel booking itself cost a boom.. not those cheap hotels ah.. im talkin abt real hotels! fullerton and stuffs...
so lets talk abt table... how much is dat? see believe this or not, on average.. jus 1 table and a decent full course meal cost $1000.. yes ! u saw it.. .$1000... and how many tables are u booking? see on ur wedding day, do u realise that more than half of the people who turn up are people u don recognise? see there are ur family, cousins relative, ur mum's relative and frens, ur dad's relative and frens, ur siblings frens, ur mum in law's relative and frens, ur dad in law relatives and frens, ur gf frens and ur gf siblings frens.. in short.. ur need at least 50 tables my frens.. isnt dat crazy?! but its true...people u don noe will come to YOUR wedding.. don get me started on the hongboas given... how much will 1 table of hongboa will u get? not even 10% the cost of 1 table i tell u.. so don ever depend on the hongboa u'll receive to pay for ur wedding.. it'll never work.. marriage cost a bomb..

then of course u have the downry... minimum for now i heard so far is $8000... what if the girl is a graduate from the University? or with masters or honors or watever?... will u think her parents will only accept $8000 after they have spent more then that for jus her education?! then there is of course.. the rent of costume.. u think ur gf would only wanna use 1 set of costume for her wedding day? bullshit!! at least 4 i tell u, and how much is jus for 1 set?depend on the brand of course... wat if ur gf is into fashion n she wants all the expensive designers!? u're dead nigga!

okok mayb im exaggerating abit coz millions of people did get married and they didnt spent dat much but fellas ask ur wife if u are already married, ask her if she could change her wedding day, what would she wanna improve on?.. i tell u, u'll regret askin that question coz she'll make u feel like a useless bum!

so will i get married? yes but i'll make sure i'll get married when i have the money to give her the best wedding possible.. jus for that 1 day coz im sure, like all gentleman will say.. its worth it for her...

and about the after wedding day? .. i'll tell u in the next post...

till then... *flap flap flap*

aite.. here it goes.. was suppose to talk abt american pie but the truth is i have not watched it.. so imma post abt something else...

today i spent the whole day at juying sec.. first there was groovy girlz in the morning preparing for danceworkz finals.. freekzy aircho and funky blaze choreograph some dope tuts for the girls man.. its was sick i tell u.. u guys have to see.. im serious.. well done to the 2 captains.. u 2 turn my idea to reality.. props 2 u guys brah..

so basically we taught them 2 new choreos and they're off to class..

afternoon was a good class.. not much dance but rather talks by the freekzy boyz.. all 5 of the, tellin their experience and inspiring the new bunch of dancers.. man have these boyz grown up.. so proud of ya'll.. keep the dance love goin on..

they opened up with a special item which they are goin to do for tomor west coast plaza competition.. its freekin sick man.. u guys should head down 2mrow at 2pm.. support whoever group u want to coz im sure all grps will be dope as hell..

1 thing u shud realise abt the freekzy boyz is they are all not dancemates, they are brotherhood..
built throughout these years dat if feels like they are of the same blood. god gave them different parents but god brought them together thru dance..

see from wat i see, when u call ur so call brother 'bro', wud u do anything for them or wud u jus jump on the ride when things are goin well? for these boyz, 'bro' is doin everything together bein good or bad, ugly or nice, stupid or entertainin..

they do stupid things together man.. see my example is not far but jus look at funky nutz boyz.. i got no complains brothers but u guys still don have the brotherhood wat freekzy is sharing.. see i remember fauzi was doin some random stupid stuffs but instead of jeering, the freekzy boyz jus jump in and make a fool outta themselves together n the best part, it was actually 'stupid' turn "COOL and ENTERTAINING!".. now thats brotherhood...

i remember there was a time when rid and din was doin some random stupid stuffs and ameer was too 'cool' to join them and chose not to join them instead.. cmon bro, is dat brotherhood or u're jus too insecure of ur personality?.. see im not saying its bad but think of brotherhood man.. look good together and look stupid together.. dats all i can say.. be comfortable wit ur grp mate and most importantly have fun wit it while it last..

well to each is own.. its all up to u and how high ur self-esteem is.. but i do hope u guys can learn what brotherhood is all abt from these boyz.. see i heard abt people callin each other brother, sister, family but talk shit behind each others back.. dats bullshit man.. dats not family.. dats jus acquintance... people u work wit.. dats all.. i swear u'll never hear freekzy bitch abt each other ever.. they have the balls to talk abt it n work things out.. now dats family

im not jus saying all these to make freekzy look good or jus because they are my boyz.. honestly guys, alot of people agree and they are jealous to admit it.. wishing they cud be freekzy.. i tell u, its not impossible.. the word is jus 'communicate'.. dats all u need.. things will be great.. bottling ur feelins and bitchin behind each others back is so uncalled for...

so ya.. dats all i have to say for now.. like i say... freekzy came, freekzy represent... learn from it.. nuff said...


jestjay out! kapoosh!!!!

alright.. i was watchin american pie - the naked mile last night.. man was that hilarious.. was luffin my ass off.. alone.. yeah i was puttin on my headphones and watchin it on my laptop. and i swear i didnt do anything after that... went straight to sleep. ( IF U KNOW WHAT I MEAN)..

well anyways, when i was in secondary sch, i didnt thought of this thing.. u cannot be a virgin when u head of to college... see asians are more sensitives in these kinda stuffs though ironically we have the 2 most largest population in the world... somebodys doin something alright..

well anyways back to the story.. i was thinkin throughout my upper level of my sec sch life, i wasnt thinkin abt anything at all except dancing.. yea, i wasnt interested in the ladies nor they show any interest in me haha.. well i was always thinkin of winnin competitions and nothing else.. sad rite... but here's something interestin.. im not proud of it but unlike those dudes whose always a ladies man or tryin hard to be, most of them were a virgin when they go to college, as for me.. hee.. I WASNT.. haha ya not proud of it.. but i didnt think that it was a big deal... i could have been more cool in college if i had watch this show earlier hahaha

well some might ask how the hell did i do it? yea i wasnt the good lookin guy nor at least the slim guy.. i was fat, short and ugly.. well i am still all those now.. but the difference is i was much more innocent last time and all i had to do was smile.. plus the gerls thinks dat it was cool to see a fat guy dance.. so ya.. long story short.. i did it wit a senior of 18yrs old and i was 15.. cool huh..

well to my brothers whose in sec sch now and thinkin its cool to not be a virgin in college, i say well its up to u.. i dun want to judge.. u are who u are.. be a playa but dun play wit peoples gf, dats all i can say but to my sisters... pls don be 1 hee.. not dat im bias but honestly...

guys wants sex to give love
but girls wants love to give sex

see the statement there.. ponder on it.. till then, im watchin american pie - the wedding..
see wats cool in there.. cheers happy people...


jamyl.. till the next post!

hey hey.. yea yea i know.. its been so long right.. well i got loads to do and i cant be bothered to talk abt it.. but thank god i've got more time now to blog so imma do my BEST to update as much as possible.. see my life so far can be describe as 1 word.. "BLESSED!"

bless to have a wonderful mom
bless to have the best of friends
bless to have the ever-loving nutz crew
bless that my goals are gonna be reached soon

see alot have happen since i finished my NS. im now a workin man.. and damn workin life is hard man. the pressure, the back-stabbing and of course the politics... damn politics, dun get me started

ok i thing i've learn so far in these few months is "THE PAST DOES NOT EQUAL TO THE FUTURE!"

see if u make mistakes now, don mean u'll make it in the future, if u're born poor, don mean u cant be rich in the future, if u're mean bastard in the past, don mean u'll be saddam hussein in the future. i've learn so many things and i thing i would like to improve on myself is to be more humble and be more understanding to the people i love

see, im an asshole sometimes (who doesnt?!). my aim was jus to win and nothing else. see people say, do whatever it takes and win. i had that motto since i was 15.. and it took me so long to realise this. what does glory means when u make enemies in the past? what does glory means when people u love dont love u anymore? what is glory when u lost urself?!.. i guess 'do watever it takes' was a bad choice for me.. i realise now that i don always have to win. all i need to do is inspire and make an impact on peoples life in a positive way. that is the overall trophy.

one thing i hope is for my love ones not to make the same mistake as i did. winning a competition is actually nothin compared to winnin in life and of course here are the names of people who made an impact on my life so far and people i'd die for..

alif freekzy - u're true hero. if people say i thought u dance, i tell people U taught me life. i cant say more!

danny akltg - we noe each other for only a few months but i see true greatness and a big heart in u. u inspire me to be a better person. u inspire me to make the best of my life. though we only talk a little, but i learn a whole world in that few conversation we had.

miss nada - ur'e a great teacher and i really do mean it. im sure the students knows it. u never complain to all my demands and i promise to do my best to make sure all ur effort will not go to waste.

freekzy nutz - u inspire so many people in these 4 yrs and im one of them.. u tell people that u cant be good in everything but if u put all ur love and hardwork to 1 thing u're good at, u will be successful no matter what.. plus ur brotherhood towards each other gave a new definition of brotherhood in the dictionary.

nutz crew - omg! every1.. i love u guys.. i noe u guys have been postin on ur blogs on how much u love me.. well im honoured.. though i have not been the best brother to all of u, i promise u i'll do my best to be 1 from now onwards. u gave me a new breathe of life when im down. u are the answers to my prayers in my bad moments. u guys shoewed me the 'light' i noe wat i mean.

and a special attention to these people, i may have been mean to u gals but i swear i love u gals jus like my own sisters.. u gals are my sisters i must say. and i pray for the best for all of u gals for the future coz let me tell u, its gonna be filled with good and bad moments. may u gals succeed in life

nadyra, syafiqah, nabilah, iza, erlina, faezah,aqila and riza.. i can only say thank u!

last but not least, i gonna make my promise public so it'll be a motivation for me. i swear to be a better man, a better son and a better brother. i swear to be the best of friend and to make a good impact on lives i love. and to people i call family, u noe i'll take care of all of u no matter what...

love...

till the next blog..

jamYL

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